10:50:16
Third time lucky!?
It has been a very dormant blog as of late.
When I got the news of new tumors I made the choice of not really talking about it unless someone asked. Obviously I told my family and friends that I’m in touch with on a more or less day to day basis. The choice was me since I cant loose the
positive energy I finally have been surely but slowly been getting back too. It’s bee taking two years to get here and I can’t "afford" to loose it. I believe it has been the right choice for me this time around.
But today I am heading to Radiumhemmet for my third time of radiation. Diet since last Friday has gone ok but to be honest I am so sick and tired of this crap. And now I have three days ahead of me of "lock up" since I will be radioactive.
Been here done it and it will be fine.
I so can relax since I know my pups are so well taken care of and in good hands. Thank you Karin, Sussi for taking Ärtan and Thank you Monica and Martina for taking care of Lakrits! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ it means the world to me.
And third time round I realize I am so totally chill about it.....I can only figure it has to do with me knowing the drill for real + I am sooooo sick of it that I have stopped to waste energy on things that are tough. I’m choosing to focus
on positive energy and thoughts. Positive mind set can take one through most things but it is hard sometimes to always be here. Training training training.
This time around I prepped myself with sudoku and some other thinking games that Sussi gave me. The computer and Netflix is also with me. I have o course peeped goodies for Saturday night when I get to eat "normal" foods again with
salt, milk products etc.
Over and out for. Stay positive!