10:25:56
Positive news!
It's been awhile since I wrote....
I have been focusing so so much on being positive, staying here and now since my treatment in September.
I have really been trying to Not focus at all about the results of the treatment.....tough but with the help of my healer and yoga I believe I have managed to stay in the present.
Long story short, THE SPREAD of cancer cells on the rib and in the lung is gone!!! Yes! What is left in the lung is so minor it is of a normal character.
I am not sure how to actually tackle these news which is some how bizarre......
I am so so relieved, happy, extatic.....
Since I found just found out through a phone call and didn't speak to the doc herself I don't know more than that. Yeah don't ask why I need to call myself to find out results.....
But I will find out more details when I see the doctor in mid December.
Not to be negative in any way but then I will also find out what the blood work says. Even if the cancer cells are gone my blood also needs to indicate that too to be completely comfortable that this is the beginning of a new start, life after cancer. But I am positive and believe the blood work will be good.
As of now the sun is shining bright and warm even if it is gloomy and grey outside my office window.