11:53:39
Should I laugh or cry?!
Hospital visit just finished. CT scan and ultrasound with biopsies didn't show anything! I take that as a positive for sure. It is a total relief but still I am so far away from being cleared since the markers isn't good.
But for now I am taking a "vacation" yet again from this ordeal. New blood test in mid August. Till then I am leaving this behind since there is nothing I can do.
Life is weird.....I am not sure what to feel! I mean it is a huge relief that scans didn't show anything. But in the next second I keep wondering what the heck is wrong with me?! But overall, I feel calm and positive. One thing for sure is that I have learnt to live with this disease and if it hasn't killed me this passed one and a half year, I believe I will survive another year and a half even if the markers are increasing. It might kill me one day but not today or tomorrow! Carpe diem! And Fuck cancer💪
Gud så härligt!!! Nu får du fira och njuta av det beskedet! Många kramat Sofia